The mind of a two year old is boggling. I spent tonight with one, and believe me, her logic rocks. I think I should try it sometime. She told me the reason why she couldn't finish her dinner was because she didn't want to, and then she proceeded to tell me that she couldn't finish it because she didn't want to. Honestly, this makes perfect sense. Why can't we all just do what we want, instead of doing things that we hate to do?

I wrote a song today in the style of Ani DiFranco called "Fuck You." She actually has a song with this title, but with different lyrics and a different melody line than mine, so technically its not sampling. Anyway, I swear I'm not angry, or a lesbian....I'm just in need of some quality venting.

I am so tired today. Last night was fun. We watched weird chick flicks and stayed up until 3 a.m. Only problem was that we had to be up at 9 to be back here by 10 so we could get to work. I'm going home this afternoon because this place is dead. Everyone has either gone home for break, or they are studying for finals, which luckily, I don't have to do yet. I'm listening to Evanescence.

I am going to an all-girls slumber party tonight at Bethany's house. We're baking Christmas cookies. I'm pretty excited. At the moment, I am listening to Josh Groban who is incredibly hot. However, Bethany and I have agreed that because he's so hot and has a good voice, he's probably full of himself in real life, which is a big turn-off. Oh well, I'll just have to meet him before I can make that judgment.

"Bah humbug, but that's ok, cause it's my favorite holiday..." -The Waitresses

I'm home at the moment, attempting to fill my time with the mindless tasks of knitting and wrapping presents. I still have lots to do. The big news of the day is that when I sold my 200 dollars worth of books back today, I received a whopping $10.50. I shouldn't complain...at least it is more than the 78 cents that occupies my bank account at this time. And I haven't even remotely attempted to get the largest part of my Christmas shopping done yet. I have started, and that is good, I just need to get a jump on the rest. Money is what I really need. Santa Claus needs to be good to me this year because hell knows, I deserve it.

Today I handed in my English final and bid farewell to the only professor that remotely captivated my attention this semester. Tonight is our secret santa on our floor. I wonder who has me...hmmm....we'll just have to see. Until later, dear reader.

"God help you if you are a phoenix/ and you dare to rise up from the ash/ A thousand eyes will smolder with jealousy/ While you are just flying past." -Ani DiFranco


He told me I was awesome last night. It made me feel really good. I danced in the shower.

I'm tired. We had yet another fire alarm last night at 2:30 in the morning. However, I had my last Spanish class today and I found out that I got an A on my last test, therefore my grades for this class (depending on the final) is most likely going to be A range. Which rocks because my other classes are A's, except physics which is a B+. So I figure my GPA is around 3.8. I think this is pretty good. LOL :) When did I become such a tool? Grr.

Oh yeah. Christina Aguilera's "Stripped" is playing in my CD player. I'm feeling like a fighter, and you can't hold me down. Everything looks brighter today.

P.S. Today is the anniversary of John Lennon's death.

Well I don't have the flu, it was merely a 24 hour stomach bug. Our heat was turned on yesterday by our happy maintenance men. Now, instead of being 20 degrees below zero it is 110 degrees in this room. Oh well, I'm not going to cry about it. So, now I am back and kind of unhappy about the 35 bucks I wasted on two New York trips that I never went on because I was sick. Well, there is always Florida, which is where I will be from January fifth until the tenth.

I honestly feel like I have a new lease on life. I did a lot of thinking this weekend after being holed up in my bed for many hours, and I feel completely awesome, and like a new person. Nothing is gonna stop me now. I have awesome friends, a great family, and for the first time in my life I really care about myself as well. So yeah, finals...bring it on. I'm gonna kick your ass!