Aimless But True Ramblings

These are the aimless, but true ramblings in this person's "so-called life."

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Many questions....

Why is it that I need to feel competitive in a field where all I want to do is help kids? There's always this cut-throat competition factor in everything I get myself into. With Honors Psych--it's who gets the best advisor, creates the best study, writes the best paper, etc. With grad school--will I even get in?

I'm trying to stay grounded, but its hard when I have four major tasks I need to complete by December, and one major one during the summer.

Argh! Why can't I just do what I want to do now?