Aimless But True Ramblings

These are the aimless, but true ramblings in this person's "so-called life."

Friday, February 06, 2004

I'm going out with the girls tonight to see my friend's band play at the Tokyo Ballroom. It should be a lot of fun. :P Tomorrow, Dustin is coming over and we are going to watch Lord Of The Rings complete with Ben and Jerry's chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream. Oh yeah! LOL :)

Well that's all for now folks.

Thursday, February 05, 2004

I'm not so sure about things. Am I admitting my own mortality by saying this? I think Plato has a hold of me when he says its better to know nothing and say you know nothing, than to think you know something when you really know nothing. Or something to that extent. I don't know what I want to do with my life, and I have no clue how or when I'm going to get where I'm supposed to be. My friends are getting married and having babies, and I am stuck here in a rut.

However, I also re-claimed myself. I think I found myself back in high school, but never really knew what it was. At present, I'm going with this renewal of sense of self, and I am doing the best I can...and that is all anyone can ask of me.

So who cares if I don't know what to do with my life? At the moment, I don't need to know. All I need to know is that I am who I am, and anyone who tries to change that will fail miserably. I'm not living for anyone else, just for me. When I die, I'll die alone, and no one can do it for me. The same holds true with life.

Rock steady, roll ready...

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

I'm joining the honors co-ed fraternity. I need an extracurricular and this is perfect. It'll be fun anyway. Hahaha...I never thought I'd say it, but I'm going to be a greek.

I scored a 75% on the "How philly private school are you?" Quizie! What about you?

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

Comfortable
John Mayer

I just remembered, that time at the market
snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart
And rode down, aisle 5
you looked behind you to smile back at me
crashed into a rack full of magazines
they asked us if we could leave.

Can't remember, what went wrong last September
But I'm sure that you'd remind me, if you had to

Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in

I sleep with this new girl i'm still getting used to
my friends all approve, say she's gonna be good for you
they throw me, high fives

She says the bible is all that she reads
and prefers that I not use profanity
your mouth was, so dirty

Life of the party
and she swears that she's artsy
but you could distinguish
Miles from Coltrane

Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in
she's perfect, so flawless
or so they say, say

She thinks I can't see the smile that she's fakin'
and poses for pictures that aren't being taken
I loved you
grey sweat pants, no makeup, so perfect

Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in
she's perfect, so flawless
I'm not impressed, I want you back.


Why the hell did I put this song on? I knew it was gonna be bad. But I didn't think it would be this bad. I need to get out of here.

I'm sitting here enjoying my delicious lunch of a hamburger value meal. I love the fact that we have the father, son, and holy ghost of fast food on campus: McDonald's, Burger King, and Wendy's. My hips aren't loving it though. I am happy that I reached coffee nirvana this morning when I brewed the perfect pot.

Today is a good day. We have condom bingo in my dorm tonight. A fun time will be had by all. :)

Monday, February 02, 2004

I am tired. I knew I would get weird looks at Rite Aid when I bought hair dye and sugar. Two things that generally don't go together.

WishBear
You are Wish Bear!! You are a dreamer and are
usually off daydreaming!! You are
superstitious!!


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Sunday, February 01, 2004

In the car, we talked, and as soon as our eyes met, we looked away, too shy to acknowledge our feelings. We gave each other quick looks amongst the art displays. You found your portrait when I expressed my love for Thomas Eakins, and after three and a half hours of walking around the museum, we left. As you dropped me off at my house, there was a quick hug good-bye with promises of another date to come, both of us hoping the other meant what they promised.

Ahh, the beauty of first dates and crushes. I haven't felt this way in a very long time. Thanks for a great day. :)