Aimless But True Ramblings

These are the aimless, but true ramblings in this person's "so-called life."

Saturday, June 12, 2004

You're Aging Well
Dar Williams

Why is it that as we grow older and stronger
The road signs point us adrift and make us afraid
Saying "You never can win," "Watch your back," "Where's your husband?"
Oh I don't like the signs that the signmakers made.

So I'm going to steal out with my paint and my brushes
I'll change the directions, I'll hit every street
It's the Tinseltown scandal, the Robin Hood vandal
She goes out and steals the King's English
And in the morning you wake up and the signs point to you

They say
"I'm so glad that you finally made it here,"
"You thought nobody cared, but I did, I could tell,"
And "This is your year," and "It always starts here,"
And oh-oh oh-oh-oh oh-oh, "You're aging well."

Well I know a woman with a collection of sticks
She could fight back the hundreds of voices she heard
And she could poke at the greed, she could fend off her need
And with anger she found she could pound every word.
But one voice got through, caught her up by surprise
It said, "Don't hold us back we're the story you tell,"
And no sooner than spoken, a spell had been broken
And the voices before her were trumpets and tympani
Violins, basses and woodwinds and cellos, singing

"We're so glad that you finally made it here
You thought nobody cared, but we did, we could tell
And now you'll dance through the days while the orchestra plays
And oh-oh oh-oh-oh oh-oh, you're aging well."


Now when I was fifteen, oh I knew it was over
The road to enchantment was not mine to take
Cause lower calf, upper arm should be half what they are
I was breaking the laws that the signmakers made.

And all I could eat was the poisonous apple
And that's not a story I was meant to survive
I was all out of choices, but the woman of voices

She turned round the corner with music around her,
She gave me the language that keeps me alive, she said:

"I'm so glad that you finally made it here
With the things you know now, that only time could tell
Looking back, seeing far, landing right where we are
And oh-oh oh-oh-oh oh-oh, you're aging, oh oh-oh-oh oh-oh and I am aging, oh oh-oh-oh oh-oh, aren't we aging well?"


Such a good song. Dar Williams seems to really speak to me a lot lately. Maybe its the whole college stigma she attaches to herself, or maybe its just the fact that her lyrics are awesome.

I've started thinking about the end of the world, and what it'll be like for beings from other planets when they come to Earth to visit when we have all died out. Will we look like Mars as the scientists claim? Will there be some remnant of carbon that shows that we once lived here in the ground? How will they study us? Everything dies and ends and the world will too someday. We talked once in my English Comp class about feeling the sublime. That everything is much bigger than we are. My professor had us imagine our spot in the universe by slowly going farther and farther out until we reached the limits of our minds. We were blown away.

Just some aimless ramblings today.

Friday, June 11, 2004

I'm sitting here enjoying my homemade burger, potato chips, and a root beer float. Hello Weight Watchers. No. Anyway, I waited in the rain today for an hour and a half for the 57 to come. I hate Septa.

Root beer reminds me of when I was little and stayed over my grandparents house. My grandmom was the queen of root beer, peanut butter crackers, and potato chips. I guess when I go to visit them in Florida next Sunday I'll have to see if she still is. Eight days of sun, jacuzzi, pool, getting spoiled by my grandparents, and the beach is something I am looking forward to. Missing my boyfriend is something I am not looking forward to.

Thursday, June 10, 2004

"Sometimes I feel I've got to run away...I've got to get away.." -Tainted Love

Yeah who's rocking out to her 80's mix cd? That would be this girl. Rocking out with my hairbrush isn't as fun as rocking out with Bethany, but I can kick it. Yay for physicals and doctors who give people fifty dollar prescriptions they have to get filled, when they already have an 800 dollar tuition bill for next month. So much for the fifty I made last night. Get your minds out of the gutter...I wasn't walking the streets, I played at a graduation. Besides...I charge much more than fifty dollars. :P

I am greatly saddened by the news of Ray Charles' death. I will sorely miss his Powerball commercials.

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

Grr work. I hate it, but alas, I have to go. The bills are starting to pile up. I should have never waited that extra month to pay tuition. Its starting to bug me now.

Yesterday, Dustin and I celebrated our four month anniversary and went on the Ghost Tour of Philadelphia, and then to South Street. It was fun! :) He gave me four roses! :) I love him so much.

People are starting to ask me when I became so sappy. LOL :) I'd like to know the same thing. I think I have an idea about where it came from. ;)