Redemption seems to be a common theme lately in what I see and read. I think I should explore this theme a bit more. We shall see what comes of it.

This Christmas, the word of the day is "Unfortunately...." My mom says this every five seconds. "Merry Christmas, unfortunately..."

We received Playstation 2 this Christmas. My family has finally entered the 21st century with wireless and Playstation. Watch out world, the Garrison's have broken in.

From my favorite Christmas song:

"Bah, humbug!" No, that's too strong
'Cause it is my favorite holiday
But all this year's been a busy blur
Don't think I have the energy
To add to my already mad rush
Just 'cause it's 'tis the season.
The perfect gift for me would be
Completions and connections left from

Last year, ski shop,
Encounter, most interesting.
Had his number but never the time
Most of '81 passed along those lines.
So deck those halls, trim those trees
Raise up cups of Christmas cheer,
I just need to catch my breath,
Christmas by myself this year.....

Merry Christmas! Merry Christmas!
But I think I'll miss this one this year.
Merry Christmas! Merry Christmas!
But I think I'll miss this one this year." -The Waitresses

Merry Christmas everyone! :)

Well I broke in my boots, and picked out an outfit for New Year's Eve. I've never felt more like a girl. Anyway, my outfit is hot, and I look hot in it, so if you want to see me, I'll be at 5:00 and 8:00 pm masses at St. James in Elkins Park. If you know me, you know where I'll be. If you don't know me, then you are a sick fuck. If you don't come....that's too bad. You are missing out.

Hahahahaha...I've never sounded so narcissistic in my life. Its about damn time is all I have to say.

I'm listening to John Mayer and reminiscing about the past. I really don't think that's wrong. If you forget the bad, there is a warm and fuzzy feeling that comes with the good. Cryptic yes, but I know what I mean.

"You can find me, if you ever want again/I'll be around the bend/ I'll be around the bend/I'll be around, I'll be around/And if you never stop when you wave goodbye/You just might find if you give it time/You will wave hello again/You just might wave hello again/ And that's the way this wheel keeps working now/That's the way this wheel keeps working now/You can't love too much, one part of it/ I believe that my life's gonna see/The love I give/ Return to me" John Mayer, Wheel

One more because it is so true (and Dustin can attest to it :P):

"ladies
the next time a man does something to upset you
dont do that thing where you pretend nothing's wrong
but you still show something wrong
and you just say keep askin
and then us men askin you just say nothin
because we'll stop after two times god damn you we'll stop
nothing means nothing in our book right?
so then you just make it worse
because we think you want to and maybe you want to
but maybe we can bridge the gap here
we can both sleep in the same bed
next time your man screws up
just look at him
fold your arms if you have to
because thats the worst thing in the world that you can do to a man
and just look him in the eye and say "someday baby"
"someday baby"
OOOOOHhh
"someday baby"
"some some some someday baby" -John Mayer, Come Back to Bed

Me:








What's your world?

"Broken Vow"
Josh Groban

Tell me his name
I want to know
The way he looks
And where you go
I need to see his face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own

I let you go
I let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time

I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to love than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes
I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end

I let you go
I let you fly
Now that I know I’m asking why
I let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Ugh...that song. Makes me cry like a baby every time I hear it. Anyway, my poor feet have really been getting a work out these past few days with New York on Saturday, the mall for 8 hours yesterday, and work and the mall today. I've been foot spa-ing the past two days, and believe me, its an orgasm in a box. Josh has been accompanying me as you can tell by the music. His voice helps me relax. Yay for Josh Groban!

Pics from our trek to New York on Saturday. The cup in my hand is from....Dean and Deluca! :) Felicity and John Lennon all in one day!










More pics tomorrow or the next day with me and my fave cousin, Mary!

You are the biggest hypocrite I have ever seen in my life. Hating you is not an option anymore--pity is all I have left for you. I shake as I type because of sheer anger (another possibility is that my menopausal mother decided to turn the heat off on this cold and snowy night).

My quotes have everything to do with my posts. If you read between the lines, maybe some day you will see and understand them.

"You are beautiful no matter what they say/ words can't bring you down/ you are beautiful in every single way/ no words won't bring you down. So don't you bring me down today." -Christina Aguilera

Some days, that song was what forced me out of my bed in the morning, for fear of the world's constant judgment. In "world," I mean you.

Its snowing.....I want hot chocolate, and a book, and my knitting.

I swear I'm 90 years old.