"And you were somehow the ran thing could allow/But it's all wrong/You're so strong/And this life and work/And choice took far too long/Where'd it go? tonight the sun shall see its light/So what if you catch me,/Where would we land?/In somebody's life/For taking his hands/Sing to me hope as she's/Thrown on the sand/All of our work/Is rated again/When I was sure you'd follow through/My world was turned to blue so thin/When you'd hide your songs would die/So I'd hide yours with mine/And all my words were bound to fail/I know you won't fail/See, I can tell" -Remy Zero, Fair

Its New Year's Eve. Quite honestly, I don't want this year to end, because it was the best year of my life. Besides that, I hate odd years. They are always bad luck.

Most of all, I hate New Year's Eve. The only good one I ever had since the age of 13 was last year when Dustin and I went on our first (well technically second) date. I still didn't get kissed though.

I've never received a kiss at the stroke of midnight besides ones from the parental units. This year continues that 19 year long streak. Oh well, there is always next year! :)

I'm sleeping through it. Besides, Rockin New Year's won't be the same without Dick. God, why couldn't he have waited two more weeks to have the stroke? It would have added some excitement.

Hahahaha, I'm so sick.

Since I did this same survey last year, I'll do it again. I realize a lot of the answers are the same. Does that mean I haven't changed much? Hmmm.


1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? Kissed under the mistletoe
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? Never keep them, but I make them
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Ms B
4. Did anyone close to you die? Mrs Goldy
5. What countries did you visit? none
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? Money
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory? February 7th :)
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? 3.77 GPA :)
9. What was your biggest failure? Not going to class the last two months of Chem...I could have had an A
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Nope...Airborne baby, it works!
11. What was the best thing you bought? This hair cut
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? Mine
13. Whose behavior made you feel disapointed? Someone who shall remain nameless.
14. Where did most of your money go? Tuition
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about in 2004? You want the list? Evanescence concert, Dar Williams, Down the shore with Dusty, umm, the Friday night before New York, I think most of these center around one person, so I will shut up now. OO no, lots of things with Tarah and Krista too, like when we baked on Humpday Turkey Eve
16. What song will always remind you of 2004? Any Breaking Benjamin song
17. Compared to this time last year, are youi. happier or sadder?: happier
ii. thinner or fatter? fatter.
iii. richer or poorer? poorer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? sleep
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? study
20. How will you be spending Christmas? church and families
21. How will you be spending New Years Eve? sleeping
22. Did you fall in love in 2004? Yes :-*
23. How many one-night stands? None
24. What were your favorite TV programs to watch in 2004? Alias, Desperate Housewives
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? Yes
26. What was the best book you read? DaVinci Code
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? Damien Rice
28. What did you want and get? Dusty :D
29. What did you want and not get? Money
30. What was your favorite film of this year? Garden State
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? 19... baseball game with Dusty and Tarah
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Telling certain people off
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? I have none
34. What kept you sane? Tarah
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Angelina Jolie
36. What political issue stirred you the most? Election
37. Who did you miss? No one in particular
38. Who was the best new person you met? Abby's friends, my roomies
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: Keep on truckin
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: "When there's no one else, look inside yourself/ Like your oldest friend/ Just trust the voice within." -Christina Aguilera