Aimless But True Ramblings

These are the aimless, but true ramblings in this person's "so-called life."

Thursday, July 03, 2003

I got my permit today! Rock on....and watch out on the roads...

Wednesday, July 02, 2003

Why are things happening so quickly? I only have two more months of summer--a time that will fly by so fast, and when it leaves I will have a new life. God, why am I being so emotional!?! I hate being a girl, and I hate feeling this way. Something struck this need to relive my childhood. I think that something was the realization that I only have a month more to spend with her. Everyone is leaving me for their new lives...and I will be so alone. They keep telling me, "You'll make new friends, have new hang-outs...blah blah blah" Who cares? They don't understand that I don't want new friends or new places. High school changed me, yet for some reason, I've turned back into that shy little girl who started as a freshman four years ago. I don't have the energy anymore to make new friends again, and say good-bye to them in four years. It sounds bitchy, but I don't want to put myself out there to new people. I just want to stay to myself and my music....at least they can never leave me.