Aimless But True Ramblings

These are the aimless, but true ramblings in this person's "so-called life."

Saturday, March 06, 2004

Spring break, but it doesn't feel like spring. Its cloudy today. What happened to the sunshine and 60 degrees, I specifically requested? Looks like I won't get my wish with highs in the 40's this week.

Yeah, so professors, I would like to define the term "break" for you. It means you give us, the students, one full week where we don't have to study, don't have to write papers, and most importantly, don't even have to think about school. Apparently, you don't understand this by giving me four large papers to write during break. I would like to fondly say, that all four of you can kiss my ass. Thank you and have a nice day.

Friday, March 05, 2004

Yay for spring break! I absolutely failed my mid term for my English class, but hey, I don't care anymore. I have to be here until tomorrow when I can finally go home, but the residence halls have begun the mass exodus. Most of my friends have already left, including my roommates, so I have the room to myself tonight. After this week, there are only six weeks left of the year. This semester flew by so quickly, I don't know where my time went.

My T-Bone Salad comes home today, hooray! :)

P.S. Mike Buskovitz is hott! :P

Thursday, March 04, 2004

I never thought a movie would change my life. But it did. Go see the Passion. Granted, its very upsetting, and I'm still not ready to talk about it, but go see it.

This is my last day of school before spring break. I have one mid-term today, and it should be interesting as I did not study for it. The professor was so broad with explaining it, that I have no clue where to even start studying. I really don't care about school or failing anymore...I just want to be done.

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

It's another beautiful day! I think I'm going to celebrate it by going to Rite Aid and buying some Cinnimon Toast Crunch. I have so much to do for the frat its not even funny. I'm considering not pledging. We'll see.

Tonight I am going to see the "Passion," with my floor. I'll let you know how it is.

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

I wore my flip flops for the first time since October. It felt great! :) I have so much to do today, and not enough time. I will figure it all out though, I promise. Septa was giving out daisy seeds yesterday so I am going to plant them in a pot. I like daisies. Its just one more sign that spring is here. And with spring comes....baseball! :) Woohoo go Phils!

Monday, March 01, 2004

It was 60 degrees today, and it felt wonderful walking around campus wearing a t-shirt and a sweater. Someone was barbequeing and the smell reminded me of summer's fast approach. People were sprawled out on the lawns napping, and I was jealous of their ability to do so, when I had to go to work. I feel really happy right now, and I think its because spring is almost here! :)

Sunday, February 29, 2004

"I start thinking about it, I almost forgot what it was like/To know what it feels right/Cause with you/I can let my hair down/I can say anything crazy/I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground/With nothing but a T-shirt on/I never felt so beautiful/Baby as I do now/Now that I'm with you/With you, with you, with you/Now that I'm with you/You speak and it's like a song/And just like that all my walls come down/It's like a private joke just meant for us to know/I relate to you naturally/Everybody else just fades away/Sometimes it's hard to breathe/Just knowing you found me..." -Jessica Simpson

I really like that song. It makes me feel really good. :P Anyway, today was not such a good day. It seemed like one bad thing happened after another, and all I wanted to do was cry and crawl into my bed and sleep. Why is life so short? According to that 40 Days of Purpose book, Bethany has us all reading, its because this life is temporary. It also explains how humans are inherently dissatisfied with life because we'll only be satisfied until we get to heaven. What is heaven? Does it even exist? Have I been brainwashed by this book, and the super-Catholic IH professor I have? I know I've been brainwashed by my 12 years of Catholic school. All I know is that things are flying by way too fast for me to stop and enjoy the scene. I guess I should learn how to do that.

How did I find you? When I told you about my day, you asked if I was ok, and what you could do to make it better. You have no idea how much that meant to me, that I finally found someone who understands what I need when I'm upset.

My mom is making corned beef and cabbage tonight. Being Irish and enjoying it is one thing, but forcing me to eat that shit is completely different. Anyone want to grab a burger and fries later?