“I got nothing to do today but smile/ The only living boy in New York.” -Simon and Garfunkle
So to make my feelings of loneliness this semester at Temple even worse, the Honors office decided to post the list for those who are going to receive their Honors certificates on March1st, today. Now, I know I wasn’t listed there because I have two more requirements, but I thought I wasn’t the only one left in that boat. Apparently, I was wrong. All of my friends who started the same year as me, who lived on my floor last year, are all “graduating” per se from the Honors program.
I don’t know what I want anymore. I’m just tired of being here. I’m tired of being lonely, and not having anyone to talk to, because all of my friends from last year are either off campus, or in a new building or floor. It is partially my fault in wanting to focus on a few select people in my life last semester, and not hanging out with them more. I should have stayed at home this year. I would have saved a lot of money, and I would have people to talk to, instead of living my life here, completely alone. I don’t want to do it anymore, but I have no choice but to stick it out the next three months.
So to make my feelings of loneliness this semester at Temple even worse, the Honors office decided to post the list for those who are going to receive their Honors certificates on March1st, today. Now, I know I wasn’t listed there because I have two more requirements, but I thought I wasn’t the only one left in that boat. Apparently, I was wrong. All of my friends who started the same year as me, who lived on my floor last year, are all “graduating” per se from the Honors program.
I don’t know what I want anymore. I’m just tired of being here. I’m tired of being lonely, and not having anyone to talk to, because all of my friends from last year are either off campus, or in a new building or floor. It is partially my fault in wanting to focus on a few select people in my life last semester, and not hanging out with them more. I should have stayed at home this year. I would have saved a lot of money, and I would have people to talk to, instead of living my life here, completely alone. I don’t want to do it anymore, but I have no choice but to stick it out the next three months.
