Aimless But True Ramblings

These are the aimless, but true ramblings in this person's "so-called life."

Saturday, May 31, 2003

"I'm bouncing off the walls again Woah Oh/ And I'm looking like a fool again Woah Oh/ I threw away my reputation/ One more song for the radio station/ I'm bouncing off the walls again woah oh/ And I'm looking like a fool again woah oh/ Waking up on the bathroom floor/ Pull myself back together just to fall once more/ And my heart's beating out of my chest woah oh/ And this town is still making me sick woah oh/ And every penny from my last paycheck/ I've blown it on you/ I'm bouncing off the walls again woah oh/ And I'm looking like a fool again woah oh/ So go ahead and take a picture/ And hang it up so you can tear me down/ I don't care woah oh oh oh/ Cuz I'm still here woah oh oh oh/ And I've got nothing left to lose/ With all the years I've wasted on you/ Go! Go! Go!/ Mommy and Daddy's got the best cocaine/ Ritalin's never gonna feel the same/ Twenty-four hours on an empty brain/ I got my finger on the trigger and you're in my way/ I'm bouncing off the walls again woah oh/ And I'm looking like a fool again woah oh/ I threw away my reputation/ One more song for the radio nation"-Sugarcult

That sums it up for me. How bout you?

Wednesday, May 28, 2003

Today was my last day of class at my high school. Next week, on Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday, we have to sit in the auditorium and practice until graduation on June 5th. It's not so bad, because we get out at noon, and we don't really have class. Today was kind of depressing though, as will be Monday. We found out the first batch of seniors who will not be graduating with us today, and the second batch get posted on Monday. Some of them are my friends, which is upsetting because you spend four years of high school with someone...and then they aren't allowed to walk with you on graduation day. But those are the breaks I guess.

Ahh, change is in the air. Can you smell it?

Tuesday, May 27, 2003

Good morrow, kind reader. At the moment I am in the English Resource Center, wasting away my third period. For the first time all year, my Calculus teacher is not in. I technically had no classes today, but sadly, I still have to come into school because of school rules. All my teachers were out, and/or had nothing planned for us to do today. Ahh, the life of a senior.

I have to dedicate this blog today to Julie who is sitting right behind me, and is the coolest junior I know. She is taking over the paper as editor-in-chief next year. (Even though she is a traitor for being an editor on the yearbook staff as well. Yes, she is a slave to Drummond...be in awe of her.)

I need inspiration. I finished my novel, and I am in the process of editing it, despite the fact that I dislike this process. I think I'm going to leave my novel and work on a new one. It hit me like a lightning bolt at two-thirty this morning that I don't even like the content. Sucks for me because that I spent all year working on it. Eh, oh well. To bring a popular cliche into the game, life is like a box of chocolates...and sometimes you get cherry-filled ones. Yuck.

Monday, May 26, 2003

"You complete me."
Yes, I was watching Jerry McGuire last night. Forgive me, I am a girl, and I cry at that movie everytime I watch it. I often wonder why. It's not even like it is that great of a movie...or of a line. There's just something about yummy Tom Cruise when he says that line, that makes every girl melt. Yes, I said Tom Cruise was yummy, and that is because he is. However, I will not extol his greatness here. I have already dedicated a past blog to him, and he is not special enough to get two. After all, he did cheat on Nicole Kidman.

Today is memorial day....a day to memorialize. I think I made up my own word again. Uh oh, call the cops....she's at it again.