"and god help you if you are an ugly girl
course too pretty is also your doom
cause everyone harbors a secret hatred
for the prettiest girl in the room
and god help you if you are a pheonix
and you dare to rise up from the ash
a thousand eyes will smolder with jealousy
while you are just flying back
I'm not trying to give my life meaning
by demeaning you
and I would like to state for the record
I did everything that I could do
I'm not saying that I'm a saint
I just don't want to live that way
no, I will never be a saint
but I will always say
squint your eyes and look closer
I'm not between you and your ambition
I am a poster girl with no poster
I am thirty-two flavors and then some
And I'm beyond your peripheral vision
So you might want to turn your head
Cause someday you might find you're starving
and eating all of the words you said"

-Ani DiFranco, 32 Flavors


"I would like to state for the record" that I love Ani.

Riiinnnnnnggggg!

That is the sound my alarm makes at 7:50 every morning. I really can't stand that beep beep beep alarm so I found one that give three different choices of a bell. This one is called, "Mechanical Bell." Anyway, this morning after I heard my alarm, I decided to turn it off and roll back to bed. Why, do you ask? Well two of my classes were cancelled (at least that's what I told my mom when she asked why I was coming home early. In reality, only one was, but Chem is a huge lecture hall and after one class being cancelled, it gives you no motivation to go to the after.) So when I woke up at 7:50, I said to myself, "You are retarded. Go back to sleep. Its a friggin music class!" So I did.

Now, I am awake and I have an hour and fifteen minutes before I go into work.

P.S> Yay Bo Sox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah so after Spanish is done, I have nothing else to do for the rest of the night. Hopefully that means I can spend some quality time with the guitar. I have some ideas for songs that just sprung out of a recent inspiration burst, so we'll see where they go. Tomorrow I get to go home and sleep in my bed! Yay! :)

Its still there....but its getting better, I promise. Well...at least I hope so.

"my mind is racing, and my feet are moving slow/ i look all around me don't see anything i know/ i'd like to answer you but i can't clarify /if i'm a hundred miles ahead/ or a hundred miles behind" -Catie Curtis

Something is bothering me. I don't know what it is. Its that sting, but its really not important. I'm just blowing things out of proportion.

Ouch.

I registered for classes this morning at 12:15 am, and its looking pretty good for next semester. I am only working Mondays and Wednesdays so I have Fridays off from work and school, but it means that I have school on Tuesdays and Thursdays from 8:40 am-6:00 pm. They will be long days, but hopefully it will be worth it for Fridays off. So I am taking 16 credits which I haven't had since first semester of Freshman year, but I think I can take the heat.

One of my classes is an elective for honors called "The City: Film and Literature." It sounds like an interesting class...so I think a good time should be had by all. :P

I'm working 18 hours this week, along with running a service project for the frat, taking a chem mid-term, and writing a Spanish paper. Thursday night in my own bed will be much needed and appreciated. Especially, since I got a new mattress this weekend.