Stressed to the max right now. I am playing a concert today with my dad and my cousin, and the first part of my thesis is due Tuesday. I'm done half of it, its just finding the motivation to write the other half that's the problem. The new job is good, I'm back to clerical work, and I get paid a whole hell of a lot more for it.

The bad news I found out this week is that in a year and a half I might have to go away for grad school, because Temple is the only program right now in this area that has what I want to do, but according to the advisors they are "no longer accepting Temple undergrads" into their graduate program. I don't want to go away, and if I thought just getting into grad school was stressful enough, this just adds to it. All I know is that I have a year and a half of hell left.