Aimless But True Ramblings

These are the aimless, but true ramblings in this person's "so-called life."

Sunday, February 29, 2004

"I start thinking about it, I almost forgot what it was like/To know what it feels right/Cause with you/I can let my hair down/I can say anything crazy/I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground/With nothing but a T-shirt on/I never felt so beautiful/Baby as I do now/Now that I'm with you/With you, with you, with you/Now that I'm with you/You speak and it's like a song/And just like that all my walls come down/It's like a private joke just meant for us to know/I relate to you naturally/Everybody else just fades away/Sometimes it's hard to breathe/Just knowing you found me..." -Jessica Simpson

I really like that song. It makes me feel really good. :P Anyway, today was not such a good day. It seemed like one bad thing happened after another, and all I wanted to do was cry and crawl into my bed and sleep. Why is life so short? According to that 40 Days of Purpose book, Bethany has us all reading, its because this life is temporary. It also explains how humans are inherently dissatisfied with life because we'll only be satisfied until we get to heaven. What is heaven? Does it even exist? Have I been brainwashed by this book, and the super-Catholic IH professor I have? I know I've been brainwashed by my 12 years of Catholic school. All I know is that things are flying by way too fast for me to stop and enjoy the scene. I guess I should learn how to do that.

How did I find you? When I told you about my day, you asked if I was ok, and what you could do to make it better. You have no idea how much that meant to me, that I finally found someone who understands what I need when I'm upset.

My mom is making corned beef and cabbage tonight. Being Irish and enjoying it is one thing, but forcing me to eat that shit is completely different. Anyone want to grab a burger and fries later?