"I'm a lost little lonely witch, could this be the home that I belong?"
That quote is from the play from my elementary school's Halloween Happening. We saw the same play every single year for eight years. It was all about a little witch knocking at various fairy tale characters' homes and asking if she belonged there. It is weird that at the strangest moments things like that come back to you.
Life can change really fast. In the span of a week, I found out my grandmom has two weeks to live. She has a tumor in her kidneys that has taken over her liver and her pulmonary artery. A week ago she was fine. My dad drove down to Florida on Thursday. We don't know how long he will be there. I don't know how I feel right now. With school starting next week, I feel overwhelmed. One second I want to cry, and the next I am laughing my ass off. Its almost manic. I'm trying to stay normal, but I don't know what that is. I'm trying to keep busy, and I'm trying not to be alone because when I am alone my mind starts racing. If you are the praying kind, pray for my family.
"I'm a lost little lonely witch, could this be the home that I belong?"
Yeah, that's how I feel right now.
That quote is from the play from my elementary school's Halloween Happening. We saw the same play every single year for eight years. It was all about a little witch knocking at various fairy tale characters' homes and asking if she belonged there. It is weird that at the strangest moments things like that come back to you.
Life can change really fast. In the span of a week, I found out my grandmom has two weeks to live. She has a tumor in her kidneys that has taken over her liver and her pulmonary artery. A week ago she was fine. My dad drove down to Florida on Thursday. We don't know how long he will be there. I don't know how I feel right now. With school starting next week, I feel overwhelmed. One second I want to cry, and the next I am laughing my ass off. Its almost manic. I'm trying to stay normal, but I don't know what that is. I'm trying to keep busy, and I'm trying not to be alone because when I am alone my mind starts racing. If you are the praying kind, pray for my family.
"I'm a lost little lonely witch, could this be the home that I belong?"
Yeah, that's how I feel right now.
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