Aimless But True Ramblings

These are the aimless, but true ramblings in this person's "so-called life."

Thursday, November 18, 2004

"this is because i can spell konfusion with a k and i like it
it's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it
it's to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car
when the first star you see may not be a star
I'm not your star isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant
and if this is what it takes just to lie in my mistakes
and live with what i did to you and all the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock it's 11:11
and now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
you'll always be my konstantine
konstantine, they'll never hurt you like i do
no they'll never hurt you like i do no, no, no no no no no no" -Something Corporate

So yeah, seeing that song on someone's itunes playlist reminded me how I used to listen to that song blasting, five billion times a day, and then I would cry into my pillow. I have no idea why it pulled such an emotional response from me, its not even written that well. It could be the simple power chord slow structure of the song---its meant to make you cry. It could be that I was with Konstantine in that situation. And I cried.

But now I don't.