I'm sitting here waiting for Dustin to call and tell me he made it to the shore alright. Its 1:20 a.m.

He asked me tonight if I was going to sing our kids to sleep. I told him I would. :) But to hear him say "our kids" gave me goosebumps, and a thrill down my spine. It made me feel really good. :)

Its so hard being away from him five or six nights a week now that school has started. All I want is to fall asleep in his arms, and to wake up and see his face, but I have to wait a few more years for that.

Tonight, I raise my glass of rum and coke to candidness.