I really wish they would stop haunting my dreams. But I can't control my dreams. I am a prisoner to their vivid scenes that leave me with tears in my eyes as I wake in the morning. Maybe someday life will be like that...like it is in sleep. That day is not today, and I know it won't be tomorrow. Maybe it will be the day after next.

Always the optimist, I look for something good in everything. Not. Hahaha, I am the most jaded person I know. Sad really. I wish I could have faith like you do, and I wish I viewed the world and life with the same optimism. I'm sorry I'm not as perfect as you, but someday I hope to be. Thanks for the patience.