"I want peace, love, and understanding/A stogie and an ice-cold beer/Don't wanna live afraid of dyin'/No Fear" -Terri Clark, "No Fear"

Those lyrics rock, because isn't that what everyone wants? Anyway, for the past few days I've been "exploring my faith" per say by reading a book called Holy Blood Holy Grail. Very interesting. Basically, it presents historical fact as a means of denying Jesus' divinity and celibacy--both of which are extremely important to the Catholic Church. I have to say...the facts are there....I can't deny them. It rocks my world completely. Everything I once believed in is shattered, and I have to pick up the pieces and start again. I don't know how to, or where to find the glue.
I'm being dramatic. Its not like things have shattered completely, and I still believe in some things. But others....well, that's another story. The next few days will be interesting. I beg of you, dear blog, just listen...that's all I need right now.